Day three

Ok the patches are doing ok but I'm having one side affect from them and its hiccups. I been getting them once ever two hours and No I haven't been drinking. Hiccup can be cause from stress and since I'm not smoking my stress levels have gone up a bit, But in time is will all be good (I keep on telling myself that). The big test is going to be tonight when I go out for a couple of drinks. Plus on Saturday night I'm going to my moms place.
Last night I got a phone call from a boy asking me if I would like to catch up for a drink! I meet this boy named Luke about two weekends ago out in the Valley and gave him my number. He knows me very well but I have no idea who he is but I guess I wil find out on Sunday when we catch up.

Day 2

Well I gave in and went and got the patches, I had one smoke this morning (and my last)before putting on the patch. I hope they work because it aren't cheap quitting smoking But in the long run I will save money.

No more smoking for me!!!

Today the day that I've decided that I will try and quite smoking, I'm going to try and go without patches but if that doesn't work I will start on the patches. Over the next couple of weeks I could be showing some withdrawal symptoms such as:
Insomnia
Tension
Irritability
Dull
Fatigue
Nervousness
The routine of my smoking -
On the way to work
2x at lunch time
On the way home
2x at home
Weekend if I go out (which is every weekend) I could smoke a packet a day.
Now during the week is going to be easy to give up because I will just have green tea instead and get addictive to that but on the weekend or when I have a drink now that's going to be hard. If anyone has any ideas what I could replace smokes with, I would be please to heard them.

Who needs sleep??

What a weekend, I wasn't going to have a big one but that never happens, Friday night I went to a back yard party. I haven't been to a backyard party in years so it was something different. About 10pm I decided to head into the beat to meet up with bubbles, David and Wayne. After many drink lately I was a bit drunk (so was everyone else). I keep on trying to go home but there was always another drink in front of me. I had a ball dancing the night away. No idea what time I got home but hey it was a good night.
Saturday morning Ryan woke me up, I pick him up from the valley and we hit the shops. Got some new clothes, so I had to go out Saturday night to show my new stuff off and oh my god what a night. Bubbles and I head out to the beat for drinks, I run into so many people there that night and meet so many new faces, (I love meeting new people they always tell again and again that they love me and my reply is "I love me too!") I didn't really start drinking till about 11pm (there was my mistake) So when people started to leave about 4am I was still hanging out to dance some more. So I think it was the last hour I spent it dancing by myself. About 5am the place decided to close, and I was wasn't ready to go home yet, so bubbles, David, Jason, Mel and I decided we would check out the night club called Boom (it stays open until 12pm on Sunday) It was a bit different than the usually club we go to but it was fun. About 7am Bubbles and I head back to Mel place (on the west side) for some morning drinks (another big mistake). We hang out at her place all morning drinking scotch (another mistake). When we did get home about 12pm my friend Katie (from Clive preters) was getting her hair done from bubbles. So I couldn't go to sleep. Oh my god it took for ever for bubbles to do her hair but she loves it. I couldn't and wouldn't go out last night, I was going to my moms for dinner and stay the night but I didn't stop drinking until 12pm on Sunday. So no driving for me!! I went to bed about 8pm and couldn't sleep, I couldn't believe it I was now over tired and couldn't sleep. Woke up this morning feeling a bit tired but by the time 7pm hit tonight I will be asleep in bed. Well that's the plan anyway